I’m about to leave to go pick up a job application at my local Walgreens, I was offerred a position there earlier this week when shopping around at the store. I couldn’t be more stoked about approaching the store about sealing the deal for my potential job. I have high hopes for myself, I feel as if I’m finally ready to be part of a workplace’s team.
On another note, my head hurts from beating myself in the skull with a 5 pound weight last night during an intense, miserable, humiliating anxiety attack. My forehead is swollen where I smashed myself in the forehead with the strength training weight. I have a lot of lean muscle in my arms that propelled the shot to really land a solid, hard blow. It hurt like hell, still does.
Anyways, I just had the worst week of my life because of how people felt regarding my emotions and reactions to circumstances. Although skilled in my retorts and actions, I was constantly underestimated and criticized for my behavior. I was also kicked out of a college course due to my mental and physical disabilities. I have no tolerance for that kind of treatment, I will be taking legal proceedings and filing a grievance against the instructor of who chose to drop me due to first impressions.
"I have so much to say but you’re so far away." -A7X
I need an A7X T-shirt to cover myself up, I don’t want to wear anything right now tbh.
I’m so fucking heated, I don’t give a fuck anymore. I’m Jessica Taylor Walla, and it doesn’t matter what you think about me, I shall refuse to be reduced by my experiences.